this known path

walking down this path again
my entire heart is screaming no
but my body just wants more

i have been here before
last time, i ended up broken
but this time i just cant stop

and i am scared, yet i cannot stop
if i ask, they all tell me to stay
don't be blinded by fear

so i stay, to look what this time will bring
whatever it is, i'm sure i'll stay strong
for i have survived up til now, i can again