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. Tainted Doll .

They look at me and smile, calling me sweet names and adoring me. Looking up at me like the great person they think I am. When I want to push them away, screaming don't touch me, because I am a disgusting thing, not even worth theyr presence.
A dark past is what I got, tainted and filled with darkness. Changed my ways, change the future and moved on, away from the past. But still stained , unable to wash away that dirt from my body, filthy. Don't touch me, don't come near me. I can't change my past, can't change the things that happened.
Been called all the names out there, a slut

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.ME.Somehow I end up alone, always one way or another is it that strange, that it is not your fault but my own. I could end up blaming you, yet my tears only tell me that this is my very own fault, my blame as it is mine.
I like to dream, that miles away is where I belong that my salvation lays there, my neverending peace my heart now doubts it, because alone I am crying without you there, crying quietly alone in my room
I believe that crying is weak, yet some say I am wrong but I do not believe them, beacuse these tears are weak and I do not got the strenght to stop them, .ME.
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Black Wings - the startMy name is Ashlee, now I feel so old, so grey. As life passes by I keep remembering them, everyone who ever mattered to me, some faint, and some so very close to my heart as it just happened yesterday. As years passes I may forget again, I might forget them all. But one thing I do know, I will never forget him. Kai was his name; I’ve told people about it, some assume it was all a dream and it never happened. It’s not one of those happy summer tales, with happy endings and flowers everywhere. Where should I start, it may sound like the beginning of a million of other stories. But this one isn’t some lovely fairly tale, this happened Black Wings - the start
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this known pathwalking down this path again my entire heart is screaming no but my body just wants more
i have been here before last time, i ended up broken but this time i just cant stop
and i am scared, yet i cannot stop if i ask, they all tell me to stay don't be blinded by fear
so i stay, to look what this time will bring whatever it is, i'm sure i'll stay strong for i have survived up til now, i can again this known path
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.l o s t in e t e r n i t y.walking around in the blizzard,
looking into the darkness am i really lost in eternity
for when i think of you thats how i feel, so lost lost in the sweet sense of eternity
and am i not always thinking of you then, if it feels like this aren't i lost in eternity
it's such a sweet yet cruel taste being so lost in eternity like this like a trapped fairy in a glassbowl
something so beautifull,yet painful,
my heart is shaking, worse then a thunderfall like its about to break or something worse.
lost in eternity, what an o .l o s t in e t e r n i t y.
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Confronting the TruthShe cares about him so much, Your nothing compared to him. He's everything she wants, Your everything she hates. So many similarities, and yet so different. He loves you now, and I never stopped, And I forever will, will he? You give me hope in life, He's looking foward in life. You may lose him at anytime, I've lost you so many times, I wish I could do something, He's afraid to say something. There's nothing left for me to do. There's something left for him and you. Confronting the Truth
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Thu Feb 8, 2007, 1:20 AM

ok my other place is getting to crowdly yknow.
so im splitting up my account.
this one ill put all of my poetry in^^

the other one will be for my pictures and drawing and so on

<- meeeeee

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